sometimes i really don't know how i am d ba.. haiz.. this 2 years maybe happened too much things le.. then it influence me.. then might change me to another person..
sometimes i really don't know how to keep or what to do when someone hurt me.. then i will just sad about it and try to forget it as soon as possible.. but maybe it happened too many times le.. and i just keep it or pretend to forget about it.. but then it might ''dui ji'' all up ba.. then like d volcano like that.. once cant take it anymore will burst out.. haiz...
this year i become not so many things to talk le ba.. and hard to be happy le.. sometimes just sit alone n moody at there.. don really wanna talk.. i changed le ba.. maybe too many things happened between this two years.. haiz...
today somemore i did somethings very wrong or i should say i shouldn't do it?? but it really happened le and i really did it.. what i get just is regretness ba.. it just keep appear in my mind when i decline it.. i really wrong le ba..right.. if i did somethings right it wont keep reminds me of that after it happened.. haiz.. i really very regret leh.. i don't know how la.. sad about it.. moody about it.. i wan go back to that time and change the fact.. but it is too late... too late le.. hope no next time.. probably no next time le ba.. i wil 'jian tao' about myself d le... i don't wanna it happened again..... and i just keep hurt my frenz... haiz...
to what i did today.. i just wanna say sorry.. 我在这里衷心说声对不起。。
