Friday, August 31, 2007
到底爱情是什么?为什么它会不知不觉中慢慢伤害你呢?
为什么每次我看到你和她在一起会感觉心痛呢?我是真的真的很难过...为什么你就是不了解我的心情呢? 为什么上天要那么残忍呢,让我一次又一次地看到你和她?难道真的要让我死心吗?我是真的真的很喜欢你啊...可是你却不知道!!我很想大声地对你说我真的真的很喜欢你!能一次又一次地遇见你是缘分吗??还是折磨呢??
我喜欢他的心情又有谁能够了解呢? 又有谁能够了解我有多喜欢他呢,就连我自己也不知道...每次遇见他,又有谁能够了解我的心情是如何呢?又有谁知道有时看到他我的心跳得有多快呢? 有谁会明白当期待变成绝望时那种心情呢?又谁明白我是用了多大的力气才能够接受呢?
我觉得我真的很笨...喜欢上一个不值得我喜欢的人...可是偏偏我就是喜欢你...放不下你...
我知道我的朋友都很关心我! 我真的很谢谢他们...也谢谢你们愿意原谅我的任性, 听我诉苦! 谢谢你们在我最难过时候陪我...真的很谢谢你们! 是你们令我的生命充满了色彩!!^^
朋友都跟我说不要难过...可是我真的做不到...眼睁睁地看着他和一个女生在一起...我能不难过吗? 朋友都说他们不是男女朋友...可是他们却一次再一次两个人单独出去...难道这样我还能不相信吗???
曾有人问过到底被爱还是爱一个人比较幸福呢??
我曾相信两个都是幸福的...但现在我觉得也许被爱会比较幸福...因为爱一个人真的很辛苦
最后我觉得彼此相爱的人是最幸福的!!^^
因此爱就要说出口，不要让自己后悔~
当然也要珍惜身边的人，也不要后悔你曾经所爱过的人!!
Me & You ♥
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
春天慢慢一点点发芽
快乐开始都有了想像
城市光合作用的模样
幸福开始组装
夜裡满园的茉莉花香
月光洒落看不见忧伤
旋转木马前那个广场
爱情开始滋长
想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的现象
胸口微微的发烫
想你有时会缺氧
脸红呼吸不正常
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧
夜裡满园的茉莉花香
月光洒落看不见忧伤
旋转木马前那个广场
爱情开始滋长
想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧
无法移动的梦想
就算没有人鼓掌 我也不会受伤
不会稀释的信仰
心穿越砖墙 在你的身旁
想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
胸口微微的发烫
不知不觉又缺氧
Me & You ♥
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
today i went to s.p wif ky..at first v ate lunch den v went to watch de secret..de movie really touched...i cried...at first i really very happy..after watched movie, i'm waiting to sing k...but a unlucky things had happen...i saw him walking wif a gal n passed by me..i dunno he saw me anot..but i felt he likes 'hui bi' us..mayb scared us saw him n a gal..when i saw him, my hearts beats very fast..fast until i cant breathe..i think god let me met him is juz wan to tell me dat he got gf n not to disturb n stop like him...but it's really hurts me..i dun understand y i will meet him...i dun understand y is today..de day i go out wif my frenz..haiz...i felt regret dat i din tell him dat i like him...i oso felt regret to like a person like him...i noe i shudnt like him..but i juz cant control my feeling..i juz noe dat i really like him..n i felt sad when noe dat he got gf..i dun hope it's truth but it's really true..n i noe i shud accept de fact..but who knows dat to accept tis fact it's really take away much my energy..sometimes i really hate him..but i more hate myself coz i like him..i'm feel dat i'm useless n stupid...but wat can i do??i'm really like him..i noe dat nobody can help me unless myself..i promise myself i will be beta dan ever...plz believe me!!
at last..i cried..i cried...i cried...
plz forgive me...i'm juz cant control de feeling...
sorry...
sorry.....
sorry.......
Me & You ♥
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
yesterday..i stayed back..i was happy to c u stay back too but y?y u walked out with a f6 girl??y??somemore u waited her outside the gal toilet!!!that's what hurts me...it's really hurts me..i don believe dat u will like a f6 girl..but what i saw yesterday proof that's truth!!!what can i do??i just can hate..hate u..y let me saw u n her walked out together??i asked many times y is yesterday??y is de day dat i stay???i told it to my frenz..some of them told me dat's u n her juz frenz...but how can i believe u n her juz frenz??u waited her outside de toilet!!that's wat bf n gf only will do so..i hate..hate to c dat...i felt dat she so xin fu le..can walked wif u almost 2 hours..haiz..i really hope dat yesterday i didnt stay so i wont saw it...it's just left 1 way dat i can do..dat's let go u..dat's wat i can n shud do it..i really dun understand y u will choose a f6 girl but mayb wat yh said is correct..mayb she's not better but just u felt dat she more suit u..ok..it's ok..but y everytime i think back wat i saw..my heart was juz feel PAIN?? i'm really felt dat i'm lucky coz i got a group of frenz which will always be besides me..i'm really very happy ya..i'm juz wan to say thx to them..thx 4 theirs supporting..i will gambadeh~!^^ and i hope u 2 will happy n xin fu lo..haiz..
Me & You ♥
Friday, August 10, 2007
today..i confirm that en know that i like him..haiz...after recess i saw his friends and him borrow textbook from s4..so i waited until after school to c him walk by my class..just to c him..haiz..i know that tis action very noob..but what can i do??i really like him..
later..i know that his club has installation at de 'tian tang' with ubk..then i decided not to go up..because i scare i will meet him...but at last..my friends asked me to do so..i hard to decline so i just go up and called my friends..and definitely i saw him and his club members...i stand there almost for 10-15 minutes..i felt that i like a 'sa po' standing there..haiz..then..i went to A&W with my friends until 3 somethings only i back to school..then i saw his friends going back..so i thought mayb he also went back already..then i had fun with my friends until 4 somethings..then 'keajaiban' had appeared..i saw him walking out with his friends..that time i was excited and decided to go out to see him..but what dissappointed me is he was talking to a form 6 girl!!haiz..
mx told me that he at 'tian tang' there shouted UBK ROX! wah..that such a stupid action..he really very sa!!hehe^^ but coz he sa only i like him...yesterday i really hurted coz i know he lies to me...but y?y?y today i din angry he lies to me??y?anybody can tells me??yesterday i thought i can forgot him already..but today i know actually that's incorrect..i just bluff myself that i can forgot him..but actually i still like him soo much!!!i really really hope i can forgot that person and i hope that i never meet him before..but i think it's impossible!!mayb i will take a long long time to forgot about him..but i hope it wouldnt be too long..haiz!~.~
Me & You ♥
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
haiz..de feeling is just killing me..what should i do??my friends told me that no ppl can help me..except myself..
yesterday saw him at de staircase..although just a few minutes..but my heart already beats very fast!!!why?why would it beats so fast??haiz..i don hv this feeling before..i really dunno what to do...
yesterday night he just on a while..but i already felt like flying into the sky..am i really like him until so deep??i ask myself many times..should i let go him??but at last..de answer is dunno!!i really dunno whether i can let go him or not..
sometimes i really felt weird..i din talk to him before but i will like him...like him until so deep until i cant control myself...am i very stupid??i like a stranger to me!!!i dunno how's him but i like him..haiz...
Me & You ♥
