today..i confirm that en know that i like him..haiz...after recess i saw his friends and him borrow textbook from s4..so i waited until after school to c him walk by my class..just to c him..haiz..i know that tis action very noob..but what can i do??i really like him.. later..i know that his club has installation at de 'tian tang' with ubk..then i decided not to go up..because i scare i will meet him...but at last..my friends asked me to do so..i hard to decline so i just go up and called my friends..and definitely i saw him and his club members...i stand there almost for 10-15 minutes..i felt that i like a 'sa po' standing there..haiz..then..i went to A&W with my friends until 3 somethings only i back to school..then i saw his friends going back..so i thought mayb he also went back already..then i had fun with my friends until 4 somethings..then 'keajaiban' had appeared..i saw him walking out with his friends..that time i was excited and decided to go out to see him..but what dissappointed me is he was talking to a form 6 girl!!haiz.. mx told me that he at 'tian tang' there shouted UBK ROX! wah..that such a stupid action..he really very sa!!hehe^^ but coz he sa only i like him...yesterday i really hurted coz i know he lies to me...but y?y?y today i din angry he lies to me??y?anybody can tells me??yesterday i thought i can forgot him already..but today i know actually that's incorrect..i just bluff myself that i can forgot him..but actually i still like him soo much!!!i really really hope i can forgot that person and i hope that i never meet him before..but i think it's impossible!!mayb i will take a long long time to forgot about him..but i hope it wouldnt be too long..haiz!~.~
